I walk balancing on stilted shoes.
On my shoulders I carry butterfly wings.
On my head is a crown of evanescent glory
which people take to be a hat.,
It's a hat I was born with, a doom, a boon,
a curse or my fate I could not escape.
It grew with me as I grew
but never grew bigger than my head.
It carried lights of shapes and forms of all kinds,
Archetypal, ancient, quivering in the storm,
shimmering bright when the moon was steady,
learning the strength of the persistent glow
in all the turbulent nights with no retreat.
Tonight they shine all lined up on my head
in the silver tray marking my evolution in the passage of time.
Sushama Karnik.